there's nothing i can say. i don't know why am i feeling this way either. i am not angry. i am not pissed. i am not blaming you. but i wan you to know that i am utterly disappointed. i know you cant do anything much. I wouldn't dare to ask for more either. You sound as if its no big deal. maybe it really is.. i don't know. but then how i wish.......... nvm its already fixed.

hey guys! there's no need to wonder what happen. i can seriously tell you its just some trivial stuff. You will laugh at me if you really know what it's all about.

i am bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arg!! =( darling please don't ask me go sleep. i am not tired !!! hahas. Oh ya im still waiting for pig to edit those pictures. i waited and waited and waited and i am still waiting lol. i am still bored !!

back from ict leadership training camp. my shoulders. my backbone. my arms. my tummy. my butt. my thighs. my calves. my ankles. my toe nails. everywhere is aching and hurting.. i have cuts on my right feet. i have scratches on my fingernails. one of my bracelets spoilt. i lost my voice and i am having sore throat =( ahhas. pig is right! i am full of complains =) the night walk was fun. physical training on the morning of the second day. its just running. but then it didn turn out right for me anyway. ahhas. giddy and broke out in cold sweats. aiya.. typical morning sickness. reminds me of those times hmms where mummy thought something's wrong with my blood lol.. went hiking. bukit timah hill.. it wasn't that bad.. but now im aching all over because of that hill !!! hahas. and i almost sprain my ankle. i think that's why now my left ankle is hurting.. there's this dance competition at night. eh or rather disco night lars. much better than the fo camp =) it just get me going... slept very late that night. forced to wake up so early the next day. bread for breakfast lol. dearie was rubbishing all the way. ahhas. sing some camp songs after that but i was kind of moodless cos i am tired!!! reach home at around 6. took a nap from seven to ten...
darling you are so pig. the more you sleep the more tired you get lars. hahas. pig!! why you offline le? now i am soo bored. no one to talk to!

T: i have been attracted by ur guai guai picture
T: so that mean u still change urself
T: u have that quality..

Change myself ?? Eh! Wth!
%#!@^&*

slp the whole day.. Feeling so much better!
But i am going to sleep again

Its so uncomfortable! I am having goosebumps. My limbs are cold. Face hot! Having fever suddenly. Arg. I am not tired. I don't wanna sleep. I just wanna lie down and do nothing. But then i don't like the idea of it! The number of panadols i have eaten this year is more than i've ever eaten in my live.

Meet darling in the afternoon. As usual im late but not that late hurrhur. I escaped the punishment! Went tm for movie =) he was suppose to be working today. Guess what? He forgot about it totally! Must be miss me too much and cant wait to meet me! Right? Lols. Not angry. Not sad. You pampered me today =) remember to treat me better in fantasyland too! =)

Aching all over.
Having headaches.

Oh ya! manage to pass all my subjects.

Nothing to do. Waiting for dearie to wake up and my cousin to go home. Hmm jus change my friendster settings. Now only friends can view my profile. Deleted some stuffs as well. But i don think there is a need to set password for this blog. I just don like having you guys interfering my live. But then again it doesn't make a difference =) Telling mummy doesn't change anything =)

Faster wake up! Ahhas.

Dearie came to find me after his bike lesson. I am not late! Nah he went home bath first cos he's smelly. Lols. Meet him at interchange. Went to eat cos im hungry. He fed me! Muahaha!! Muacks. Went 7-11 to buy some stuffs. Its with me. I better keep it in a secret place. Lols. For wed. Hurrhurr. Miss him so much. Dear you become more charming? Whahhas. Be careful with your eyes and mouth hor.. Don anyhow anyhow. Hehheh.

MuacksMuacks!

Sun.
Cousin's wedding. Mom's eldest brother's daughter. Forced to wake up at seven in the morning. Slept late the previous night. Cant help it. Couldn't sleep even though im lying on bed. Lols. Went aunt's house at Yishun. We were the earliest. Everyone start arriving soon after. The part where all the jie meis dee siao the bridegroom was hilarous. Then the tea ceremony and everything took placed. The wedding dinner was grand. I just love that place. The best wedding dinner i'd ever been to =) there were performances and lion dance lols. The performancers dance in sexy lingeries! Ahhas. The 'yum seng' part was fun. The champagne was nice. Sherry jie was loud. Jordan kor was funny. Everything was great!!!

I am waiting for your call ! Arg! This sux lah! Where are you? Wtf? Wth?

Went pig's house in the afternoon because i wanted to eat pancakes. Hahas. Talked and then watched tv =) went home at 11 plus. Was at her house almost the whole day.

Arg! i jus hate waiting!

Hmm where should i begin?? Having chalet from 10-12th =)

Mon.
Check in with dad at around 230. It's a costa studio. Then after that he went off.. Dearie, Yi Yang, Xian Yao, Raj and Sp went to help Mich with the food. The rest took cab to the chalet while dearie and Mich went supermarket to buy other stuffs. Yep im already there waiting for them lols. Hao, Brandon and Kelvin came later. Followed by Siyu, Sushen, Cara, Belinda, Kok Hiong, Ada and Chewling. Brandon brought along his speakers and guitar. Xianyao brought his laptop. Lols. We played cards then after that started bbq-ing. The food was nice! All thanks to mich. Hehheh. Brandon played his guitar after that. I couldn't believe that dearie, Kelvin, Brandon and Yi Yang finished all the beehoon. Omg~ Pig came to pass me her ipod. Yi Yang, Siyu, Cara, Kok Hiong, Ada and Chewling went off soon after. Me, pig and ss started playing blackjack against Zacf, Kelvin and Brandon. The guys lose and drank most of the time! Ahhas. I think they drink till scare le! Not because they drank too much but because they had been drinking for the past few days. Lols. We ordered mac but anyway i didn managed to finish it. We played techno and danced for a while =P brandon and ss was then forced to ahem ahem lols!! Eh shall not elaborate further hahas. But then it was so fun hor ss? Hahas! Pig went to meet Yimin after that. All of us slept at around 4.

Tues.
Wake up at 11. Dearie, Kelvin and Brandon went sun-tanning and swimming. I was thrown into the pool by dearie cos he say i provoked him! Rubbish! Lols. We ordered canadian pizza for lunch. Eat till so full. The guys try roller-blading. It was such a funny scene seeing them fell. Ahhas. But then dearie and kelvin didn't. But then they are not pros as well. Just a bit talented? Whahhas. The whole group of us went downtown east to play pool. It was 7 bucks an hour lor. zZz! Went arcade before going back chalet. Started bbq-ing again cos there are so much food left especially the sotong ball and satay. Yucks! I hate balls.. i mean sotong balls. Hahas. I ate 1 only. Lols. Played some 'famous' ict games after that muahas. Poor sushen! Lols. Slack around... Begin our game of blind mice!! Kelvin, Dearie, Michelle and Raj took turns being the mice. Kelvin fall so many times. Dearie was ... i don't know what to say. I bet he is a monkey in his previous life! No mistakes about that!! Those who were there should know!! Michelle uses her powerful leg. Raj make good use of his looonnng arms and legs. Lols. He is soooo funny! We laugh like mad. The game haven't start and we were all crazy!!! Aiya i don't know how to describe it but Hao was obviously scared and he practically jumped!! Lols!! We were all sitting at one corner watching the good show!! During the game, I hide under the mirror and television table when im tired! Lols. Hmm.. Wad to say?? The game was soooo fun. Watch tv after that cos we were all shag. I sleep around 3+ if im not wrong..

Wed.
Woke up at 10 reluctantly. Ahhas. Packed our stuffs. Check out at 11. Went mac for brunch. Brandon told me that dearie snored last night!! Lols. But then i didn heard it even though he's beside me. I don't remember trying to wake him up or using the blanket to cover his head or trying to push him away. Lols. Kelvin was funny. He say luckily we don't have pillow. Otherwise i would have use it to suffocate him.. Ahhas. Played zhong ji mi ma cos some of us couldn't finish the fries. I am just lucky enough so i don't have to eat any of it. All of us took train home except mich cos she stay at Pasir Ris. Lols. Sleep till around 7 den woke up. Too tired. I need my beauty sleep lah. Hahas.

It was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

Muacks! Lurve you darling!

Friday
Nothing much in the morning and afternoon. Went out at night. Met Dearie, Kelvin and Brandon at 8pm at orchard control station. Im on the dot not late k! Lols. Went to the pub where dearie's working to chill. But of course that day he is not working lah. It's at Tanglin Shopping Centre. Quite a nice place to hang out with friends. Drank beer. Not as complicated as clubbing. But then got no techno. Ahhass. Dearie pei me took cab home =) he already very tired le still have to send me home so ke lian. Lols

Just got home from nda's house. Suppose to meet pig downstairs to slack. But went nda's house instead cause we got no where to go. Hmm a good choice lols! Pig asked us this qns: "who is your best and lousiest kisser?" Muahahas *winks* What do you think is my answer?? Hurrrhur. Flip through nda's photo album. Saw some very funny pics! Especially ... ... ...! Ahhas =P we laugh till pengx. It's just so darn funny. Pig was hungry. Ordered mac in the end. Me and nda shared a mcspicy double meal =) that was full enough for us. nda said that the chilli is soooo expensive! What to do?? zZz!! Next time remember to ask for more. Mom called me. Dad speak to me. For fuck?? To ask me to go home lar. zZz. He kp me. But then so what?? Lols. Its not as if its the first time =) no big deal. Called Dearie at 2+ was thinking how come so late le haven't off work lols. Luckily he was in cab on way home le =) Reach home around 3+ then went shitting. Ate too much le? Haha. Playing msn games with pig now. Play and play and play. Goodnites darling. I lurve you lots lots. Muacks!

Playing msn games with pig for like don't know how long. Nothing for me to do. Not tired enough for me to want to go sleep. Not hungry enough for me to want to dig for food. So im still here slacking and rotting away. It already four-thirty. Tell me what can i do?? I feel like eating mac's breakfast! Yep. Specifically the breakfast! Lols.
Feeling so farked up in the afternoon. Two futile trips. One nydc and another i don't think i want to mention. Let's just forget about it ba. Or rather i already get over the farked-up-ness =) Can time pass faster for this moment?? Please?? Lols
Pig's sending me songs now.. Why am i not tired?? Lols. Argg. Whatever!

Oh ya. I haven't finish blogging! Lols. Went Costasands cos he need to book his class chalet for today. Yep that means he's in chalet now. But before that we went Whitesands to buy some snacks. After booking the chalet we went Downtown East for another chalet =) whose there?? Mi & him & ??? Muahahas. Of course we had fun. Really enjoyed myself.. Luckily i brought extra clothes and everything. Had cup noodles & sausages & bread for dinner. I fall asleep on his chest while watching tv =) It's cold but darling is my heater. Ahhaas. My handphone alarm rings at 830am. Daarling wake up at around 9.. And mi at 9+ i sleep till too shuang le just don wanna wake up. Hehheh. Play around till 1030+ and we went home sweet home to sleep again. We had enough sleep but we just wanted to sleep mor. lols. He send me home and mummy saw us downstairs. She asked me why i didnt intro. Lols. To mummy: "but he did greet you what!" Lols. kkz. She said: "ta ren man bu cuo." Of course lah! whahhas.
Sleep till four+ then wake up. Daarling is still in his fantasyland.. More pig than mi!! My neck is aching and it's so stiff. Blame it on my sleeping position.. And it's still aching now.
Darling take good care of yourself. Or else ! ! !

Went out to meet dearie at 12+ in the afternoon yesterday. Reach home at around 11+ in the morning today.. Was suppose to meet him at 12 at serangoon but i was late for an hour and i miss that stop =X hurrhur. Our first destination: Yio Chu Kang. To book for his bike learning. Haha. Pass that tiny whiny test easily... See! I told you. Lols. That place was so "factory liked"...
Second destination: Pasir Ris. From one end to the other end.. We took train to bishan den took bus 53 to Pasir Ris.

hehehe. amy is eating dinner now =). so im here dee siaoing at her blog. came her hse at 7plus. then she talking to him so lovingly laaaa. lol.
can see her face very sweet. haha. then i was talking to her mum. but she keep trying to eavesdrop. then she everything also tell zacf. lol
(*&^%$#@!
-shiying. * hehehe. =).

Swimming with pig and sushen today! =P that was fun! But i sleep till so shuang in the morning. Just don't feel like waking up. Ahhas. And i haven't even pack my swimming stuff.
There's this girl and a guy sitting at the edge of the swimming pool when we reached. We waited for them to finish their so-call-swim while snacking. Kaox. They took darn long lor!! zZz! Whispering sweet nothings.. Hahas. Wait till sianz le den we go suntan and jaccuzi and have our private small little talks =) finally can swim after tat girl and guy went off... Went sauna and continue snacking again. We took our own sweet time to bath and get ready in the restroom. We even listen to techno when bathing.. Muahaha!
Have our lunch at pp burger king. Pig went for her night class. Sushen went tamp to meet her fren. I went bedok inter to buy some stuffs.
Darling.. I miss you!

Sunday 02/10/05
Went out at around 5 to pig's house and i try out some of her new clothes to see which one i should buy. So don say i didn go ur house to see ur clothes =x but then you still waiting for me to buy. Lols. Try and try so many times! I wanted that 3 quarter pants! After that her sis lom pang us to tamp. She wanted to buy slippers. I wanted to go nokia care but den the customer service had closed by the time we reach there and the person suggest that i come again tomorrow. zZz!
Went around searching for her nail polish.. It was darn hard to find k! Found a few but then its not the one she wants. Wasted! Went 85 for our dinner. 6 people there but only me and pig ate lols. nda came after that den we went to somewhere else to slack. Went home at around 11. I will never forget how we went home! Scary and dangerous k !! So many people looking at us on the road. Lols. But then that was fun!!! =P reach home just in time to watch my date with a vampire. Woahhoo..

Declaration: Exams are over!! Holidays are here!

There's so many things i wanna do and at last i got the time to do le! Hmm need to find work cos i need $$$ ! Wanna catch up with my sleep too. Although 1 month isnt that long but at least better than nothing? But i guess i will be pretty busy as well. gonna glue to the tv or out wit frens or camp or chalet !

Darling. I miss you! I love you!
1th oct 2005
muacks!